grit

July 4, 2008 at 10:05 am (polemica, school)

summer08
phil250 - ethics
phil120 - symbolic logic

fall08 (books)
hist
489 - “‘aboriginality’ in europe: nativism and racism in national discourses from antiquity to present”, 1-credit proseminar, gow (hopefully)
hist498 - “paul ricoeur”, gow (hopefully)
psyco104 - “intro to psychology”, hurd
phil481 - “philosophy, poetry, politics”, morin
relig415 - “hagiography”, kitchen
relig200 (audit) - “the discipline of religious studies”, kitchen
engl224 (~audit) - “the literary institution”, zwicker

winter09
int d333 - “mapping interdisciplinary study”, szostak
eas100 - “planet earth”
art h257 - “20th century cdn visual art”
engl367 - “contemporary literature and culture”, ball
int d515? - interdisciplinary thesis, bracken gow aoki (hopefully)
hist403 (~audit?) - “crusades and crusading ideology in western europe 1095-1580″, desjardins
engl217 (~audit) - “signs and texts”, bracken

then: done. falling off the edge of the world.

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admiration , murder

June 29, 2008 at 3:01 pm (glory)

because the “alfiyyah”, it’s really a high school level text. it isn’t meant for advanced students. graduating from azhar 200 years ago was meant to equip students to debate with sibawayh. now people read the “ajrumiyyah” and tell me they want to understand qur’anic arabic with it. habibi, you aren’t going to understand the qur’an with the “ajrumiyyah”.

- shaykh talal ahdab, yesterday

worldly criticism is held by many europeans to be an unassailable right. but all is not well, for although the rights-bearing subject is assumed to be free (and worldly criticism is part of her freedom) and required to authenticate herself, she is at the same time subjected to the normalizing effects of uncontrollable powers: the security state and the neo-liberal market. when she speaks it is in someone else’s words, when she is silent it is someone else’s silence. the future holds out promises and also denies them.

- talal asad, “reflections on blasphemy and secular criticism”, in religion: beyond a concept, ed. hent de vries (fordham UP, 2008)

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of frustration made

June 28, 2008 at 2:07 am (polemica)

being a muslim of the female persuasion at community events is often not a great position to occupy. “sisters” get shunted to the side, forgotten by speakers who address “the brothers”, sidelined or slotted into back rooms for jum’ah. one benefit of the arrangement that has the khutbah beamed through speakers, though, i am now realizing, is that “the sisters” get a volume control dial.

the prophet didn’t shout. why is this argument even necessary.

the shouting imam, whatever his personal taqwa and faith, afflicts the ummah “from ghana to farghana”.

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hagiograph

June 27, 2008 at 10:35 am (miscellaneous)

i watched into the wild with javed and noor weeks ago, and remain fascinated by the movie. he leaves everything, all that held and composed his life, to be alone. i felt certain aspects of the plot were overplayed - his parents’ deceptions didn’t need the emphasis they were granted; it was, after all, the utter banality of the violences performed that drove him away and apart. i also felt the ending was too easy, the note he wrote above the blurred type in his book was unnecessary, dovetailed into too superficial a reading of solitude. bad interpretations of that end will reinforce bourgeois suburban sentiments (”turns out he was wrong after all”) and entirely misapprehend the force motivating his actions. perhaps another reason i was drawn to it was that he said things i would and did say, some years ago; he unapologetically expressed passions that we of cynical reason would now scoff at as idealistic, naive, as unrealistic. how ugly that judgment, how ruthless its reach.
there’s a lot more to say about that film, but this is where i’ll leave it until i watch it again.

it’s been a long year. the days grow shorter again.

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cartographies

June 9, 2008 at 8:10 pm (narcissism past and present)

sometime over past weeks i’ve forgotten how to write when aware of audience. not because of your existence as reader but because of the necessarily confessional nature of the blog, about the truths it affirms and assumes and those it refuses to acknowledge, those it cannot. which storylines to perpetuate, and for how long, becomes a debilitating question. not a new one, of course, but ever-new.

have been criss-crossing landmasses, this month. the highway a kind of home: movement, moving, motion, in the early morning and through the afternoon and into the night, driving across the world, watching the horizon, silhouettes. i finally effected some closure, separated myself from the months that had held the semester and the other things, limped elsewhere. for the first time in weeks i made myself some coffee and sat down to drink it without keyboard or pen or book to hand. then a couple of days in southern alberta hiking hoodoos and looking at the sky, before home to build and construct, working eight hours a day under the sun. then a whirlwind trip tacking across the west coast, editing and kayaking, hiking and reading, learning various family and friends. returned, now, a few days before driving to saskatchewan, there to meet the gently rolling hills and undulating fields of wheat, weathered fences and vast sky.

prairie:

and mountains:

have realized, over the course of these drivings across three provinces, that i am at home on the prairies in ways i am not elsewhere. i’ve recognized that i could learn the island - walking twilight near tod inlet, or exploring the area around englishman’s bay last summer, realizing i could come to love that landscape, those horizons, the crash and fade of ocean into sky. the island aside, however, i’m discomfited by british columbia’s lower mainland - the mountains rising steeply carve up the horizon, they claim sections of the stratosphere; it is difficult to be alone with oneself, perhaps, as the foliage seems exercised by the desire to fill in all the empty spaces, to everywhere impose their green. the leaves push up, out, through. the skyline is too nearby, things are far more tangible, wet. the prairies - southern alberta, for instance, or through central saskatchewan - preserve an emptiness and a distance, the ability to regard self and other, the places between. the interstices between people, cities, words, sites and loci - the median-spaces are preserved and honoured.

last week dan, brent, and i went to see daniel boyarin speak at congress.

i’m taking symbolic logic and ethics (degree requirements) in summer session. am also taking faraz rabbani’s online classes on the khareedah and the mukhtar (aqidah and fiqh texts, respectively) - both of which i studied in damascus three years ago - and hope to get through salek ben siddina’s “attainment of excellence in prayer” sometime, too. reading projects for this summer include the st.paul cycle (as followup to the conference we attended last week, “what has jerusalem to do with rome? st.paul’s journeys into philosophy”) and a core of theoretical literature i’ve been perusing but haven’t actually grappled with (david scott, hent de vries, etc) as well as poetries (john ashbery, phyllis webb). other plans for this summer include building a hujrah and lean-to, working garden, backpacking at the end of july and canoeing at the beginning of august, perhaps a longer saskatchewan trip or camping at some point, and trying to build momentum so that the oncoming schoolyear, with its attendent regime of powers and disciplines and regulatory mechanisms, does not seem so nausea-inducing.

this space tends inevitably toward inventory. it’s been forty days since i last posted - an inadvertant khalwa, a silence as liturgy. musa had forty days and nights on sinai, returned with the written and oral torah. a cycling recursive logic that, in its impact on my life, reveals the poverty of our days.

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05.01.08

May 1, 2008 at 8:47 am (snippets)

a well-meaning msa uncle once told me to watch out for the faculty of arts, “because they are materialists.” and he didn’t mean historical materialists. today, amazon sent me a list of books it wanted to push on me, based on prior purchases or ratings. and, entirely unselfconsciously i’m sure, it is recommending me the god delusion, god is not great: how religion poisons everything, and the selfish gene, because i once noted that i owned the communist manifesto and the genealogy of morals. and: it’s no wonder msa uncles think suchlike, if dawkins et al are positioning themselves as the heirs of nietzsche and marx.

the semester officially finished last friday. i somehow still have two essays to write. 1) levinas on responsibility to the Other (need to figure out where i’m going with that) and 2) the slippage between definitions of metonymy (part for whole, cause for effect) as understood through augustine’s confessions. metonymy is the tropological correlative to the incarnation as outlined in a soteriological metaphysics, except that the part/whole distinctions don’t maintain themselves among the persons of the godhead; likewise, metonymy (well, metonymic displacement) is both the cause for augustine’s conversion (him interpellating tolle lege) and acts to contain it in the text of his confessions.

in other news, i discovered abebooks.com yesterday. cheap used books from around the world.

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04.26.08

April 26, 2008 at 4:14 pm (life)

my abilities to live are undoing themselves as i get older. as metonym: the final days of last semester saw me living in front of a computer screen, reading as i typed, producing 80-some pages over those three weeks and forgetting to eat, sleep. i told myself the next few months would be different. i have excuses, many specific, particular, and actually substantial reasons i can use to explain why instead it grew worse, much. but the reasons are coextensive with your regard, and once you turn away they shudder from the effort to adhere.

a few dozen more pages and then onward, onward to the horizon of emancipation. ha, auto-irony.

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mid-knight confession

April 9, 2008 at 3:08 am (philosophies and discourses, polemica)

here the tired begins once more. once more because to speak of beginnings after entrance into past present, present present, future present is itself an echo (and) loaded with nostalgia.

last push to the end. a first push, ironically, to an end. am looking forward to writing (some of) these essays.

and then summer. work, outside / outsideprojects and editing ; perhaps some days in southern alberta in early may ; two summer courses to get requirements out of the way so i can take classes i want next year ; perhaps a BC trip to bridge jerusalem and rome ; a wedding in saskatchewan in mid-june ; hopefully a couple of canoe trips ; much reading.

i’ve been following a recent exchange at the immanent frame (”live theory”, ha). in the “is critique secular” series, see gourgouris’ response filed as “de-transcendentalizing the secular“, and saba mahmood’s incisive and rather brilliant rebuttal. gourgouris’ professed project is examining the ways secularism can work against empire (in tension with, or at least as distinct from, wendy brown’s exploration of secularism as an instrument of empire). as his argument plays out, however, it becomes clear that his conception of “empire” is perhaps itself problematic. one of the more troubling sections of his post is where he comments “the structural link between european conservative political theology and post-colonial anti-secularism makes for strange encounters.” the two thinkers he focusses on as presumably identified with the post-colonial anti-secularists are talal asad and saba mahmood. you can probably guess how i feel about that. further, his claims to an “anti-imperialist” project are severely undermined by the framework through which he operates - in which, for example, the question of whether critique is secular warrants a yes or no response, and where identifications of anti-secularists and pro-secularists are viable and, not only that, politically desirable directions for discourse - that itself, i would argue, contributes to a moralistic political/discursive culture. anyway, read mahmood’s response - she refuses to accept his political categories or, and this is key, their epistemological corollaries. reading such an response was also useful in suggesting ways i myself might respond.

While it is clear that the genealogy of critique is complicated, the thread we wanted to pull involved rethinking some of the underlying assumptions about history, temporality, causality, and ethics as they have become enshrined in regnant conceptions of critique. Insomuch as the tradition of critical theory is infused with a suspicion, if not dismissal, of religion’s metaphysical and epistemological commitments, we wanted to think “critically” about this dismissal: how are epistemology and critique related within this tradition? Do distinct traditions of critique require a particular epistemology and ontological presuppositions of the subject? How might we rethink the dominant conception of time—as empty, homogenous and unbounded, one so germane to our conception of history—in light of other ways of relating to and experiencing time that also suffuse modern life? How do these other ways of inhabiting time complicate the rigid opposition between secular and sacred time so common to everyday practices of modern life? A final set of questions revolve around various disciplines of subjectivity through which a particular subject of critique is secured. What are some of the practices of self-cultivation—including practices of reading, contemplation, engagement, and sociality—internal to secular conceptions of critique? What is the morphology of these practices and how do these sit with (or differ from) other practices of ethical self-cultivation that might uphold contrastive notions of critique and criticism?

Given the nature of these questions, it must be clear that we were not looking for a “yes” or a “no” answer to our question “Is Critique Secular”.

basically, i love the SSRC blog. have learned a lot there.

quite aside from the argument advanced in his post, i found disturbing the connexion drawn between political and religious conservatisms, on the one hand, and “anti-secularism” (whatever that would mean, today), on the other. i found it unsettling because i am quite aware that my interest in the study of religion, history, and politics (though perhaps not literature) is partially motivated by a reactionary impulse against triumphalist metanarratives and specifically those of high modernism (progress, secularism, development, vulgar materialism, et cetera). how this my reaction translates into the politics of religion and the practice of politics, however, often shifts under my feet. i would not, then, choose to attribute an interest in the postmodern turn toward religion (call it what you will: religion without religion, a poetics of obligation, the materiality of the letter) to a need to “defend” or apologize, apo-legere, apo-logos -for. i think it is better cast in the terms of translation (not, of course, a way to best replicate meanings, but which is also a trans-formation and so is always both excessive and tenuous). “acts of religion”, yes, but also “acts of translation”.

i once read a review, i think it was in Muslim World Book Review, of a book which i think was by muhammad arkoun and was attempting to effect a specific political project precisely through “translation” - between sexy french theory (”post-structuralist” & otherwise) and the imaginaries of classical islamic (legal?) thought. the author, wrote the reviewer, was clearly well-versed with heidegger and gadamer, but didn’t know the islamic intellectual tradition quite as well as he thought. it was a keen-edged review.

i really, really do not want to have such judgments apply to me.

(of course, there’s little chance of that now, either, given that i’m not well-versed with heidegger & gadamer.) (that was a joke.)

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or, as dan would say, “it must be nice to have the time to read these things.”

more links to come.

did i mention i need to get back to work? oh look, it’s after 3am.

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04.06.08

April 5, 2008 at 11:59 pm (forwarding)

me: the headlights on the car actually flicker, they go on and off arbitrarily
brent: they say that faith is like the headlights you see by
me: so what’re you trying to say
brent: that your faith is like flickering headlights

while referencing the hadith in which the prophet^s clarifies that ‘trusting in god’ (poor translation of tawakkul) means neither quietism nor self-sufficiency, implying a median position between/including both agency and divine command: “tether your camel (ie. do not leave it to wander) and then trust in god (that it will not wander)” -

phuppo: …so my job is to tie my camel.
me: my job is to find my camel.

one of the proseminars last semester focussed on the synoptic problem. we spent some time looking at jesus’ parables.

i have maybe mentioned here before, the horror of closure.

deconstruction advocates illiteracy.

i guess i should be happy
just to be alive…
but we have poisoned everything
and oblivious to it all
the cell phone zombies babble
through the shopping malls
while condors fall from indian skies
whales beach and die in sand…

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foam on the sea

March 24, 2008 at 8:53 pm (islam, philosophies and discourses)

i think we can agree that civilizational thought is one of the more insidious and dangerous aspects of cultural apperception. we are familiar with inside/outside divisions, with exclusionary mechanisms, and can probably go further to say that undoing civilizational identification, as performed by huntington and lewis, is one of the more radical oppositions that should be targetted - to not only counter their theses but also to more closely engage with alterity and work in the world.

i find it easier to come up with arguments against speaking of “Western civilization” (with its stock genealogy, its supersessionist teleology, its development) than i do arguments against speaking of “islamic civilization”, if only because i do think there is something in the fact one could/can travel from the deserts of what is now western china to the shores of north africa and everywhere expect that meat is halal, that caravan serais / various awqaf would be available, that an adhan would be called prior to prayer, and so on. these were/are of course locally enacted, but i am uncomfortable reducing such basal aspects entirely to cultural practices - there is something more there that is indivisible from translations of islam as lived tradition. and this is why i think it is different from the case of “Western civilization”. i need to think about this more. the categories we have to even discuss these matters (between culture and civilization, worldview and cult) are extremely provincial, limited.

a question for comment, then. how does ummah play into this? i’m looking to explore its conceptual positioning viz. civilization and culture, islamic civilization and islamic culture, not necessarily looking for a positive definition (though one would be welcome). i’ve heard it interpreted as “moral community”, with which i strongly disagree, and as “worldwide body of muslims”, which is quite minimal. to begin, maybe nuance the following: provisionally, “ummah” describes the relatedness of those who profess the shahadah, to the exclusion of those who do not; it is a relation characterized in the terms of kinship that emerges from the spiritual anthropology of islam; it organizes, according to qur’anic/prophetic traditions, social relations and ethical obligations among muslims (e.g., ‘verily, the muslims are brethren’) and generally toward all humanity (e.g., ‘the muslim is one from whom her neighbour is secure’; ‘none of you have entered iman until you love for your brother what you love for yourself’).

also, by way of farooq: edward said “laying the smackdown” on lewis (and armstrong).

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